March Snow – an exercise from 1998

The week ran vivid, surreal, inevitable.

The woman lives alone. One Saturday morning she got dressed and put a knife in her purse.  So many years had passed since they met.  The leaves were just coming out of the buds.  A large rift opened in the ground, leaving jagged sidewalks, mud and moist, shrouded apologies rendered useless.

The man lived alone in the old church.  The church was in the West End, over grown now.  A shaggy pine stood hiding her.  She was a young, no more than sixteen and very pretty.  He whistled an old Praise Song. “My Mama used to sing this song, but I cannot remember the name.”  He beamed as the face of his guest registered surprise.  “I just bet.” She turned and walked away.

He listened to the throaty grumbles from the tugs as they struggled upstream.  The low hills were covered with green pines and a 700 year old cannon.

The gate stood open, it’s rusting frame caught in the mud of the path.  The woman walked in.  “I don’t think you’ve spoken to me twice.” she said, watching the roof sparkle in the sunshine.  She scrapped the mud from her shoe.

Sieges are history but the canons remain.

Two brothers in a shack. One builds a fire in the stove.  The air was filled with smoke. A pile of magazines sat on the floor.  Should he subscribe? What purpose would it serve? Better to create one of his own.  They belonged to his brother who sat drinking in the corner. “Is there any of that chili left?” he said rummaging through the icebox. Clouds slid away and sunlight poured through the window, through the frozen silence in the room.  he wished he could trade those words for others.  Create a different day.  He waited, drawing into himself.  The blood roaring in his ears.

A dog, one light eye, began to plow. outside snow falls.  A dog, one light eye, starts to plow through.  Geese fly south. registered surprise.  “Please don’t hurt me,” he started.  Sieges are history but the cannons remain.

The air was filled with smoke. Outside wind and snow blow, roar over the dog, his one light eye gleams, his strength gone, he can see. The geese fly south.

Santa on the IRT

santa IRT

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It all happened last Christmas Eve. I’d had a long, hard day working at the restaurant and I just wanted to get home and soak my tired dogs. That’s what my father always said when he came home from work. “Whew! My dogs are killin’ me!” he’d say. Then he’d take off his shoes, plop down in his favorite chair and fall asleep reading the paper until dinner time.

But I didn’t start this to tell you about my feet. I wrote this to tell you about meeting Santa on the subway. First I thought it was just some joker on his way to a Xmas party. I looked the other way when he came over and started looking at the IRT map. I didn’t want to get into a big conversation about nothing, but some guy hollers out “Hey, Santa, hope you don’t lose your way when you’re looking for my house.” Course that got a big laugh. Until he turned around and said “Fellows, this is no laughing matter. I’ve lost my map of NYC. The one that marks the houses I’ve got to go to and who’s been naughty and nice.   You could have heard a pin drop in there.

The Flood

I found this story in an old notebook.  I don’t remember where it came from but it had to include the following:  A flood, basement, a girl named Julia who likes to walk backwards, a big boy with black eyes named Bill, age 11.

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Bill stood on the back porch watching the river. It was higher than usual because all the snow was melting and it had been raining for a week. His black eyes shone as he thought about riding out a flood in his new boat. It was a big one, for a row boat, and he’d waited all winter for the ice to melt – but a real flood!

“Wow!” he thought “That would be exciting.” He turned to go back into his basement, he’d never gotten around to building the rest of the house so he lived in the basement. When he saw Julia walking backwards down the road.

“Hey, Julia!” he called. “Where you going?”

“Gotta get to higher ground.” She called. She moved pretty fast to be going backwards. “My basement’s flooded.”

“Why not come with me.” He called. “I’ve got a boat and we can try it out.”

“Okay.” She said.

So, they got the boat out of the garage, piled in a bunch of food, pushed off into the flooded river and rowed away.

march 1999

EPSON DSC picture
EPSON DSC picture

I see Cabral writing. Pencil moving, mouth moving as he spells the words (or is he saying them) to himself. I hear my pen and Cabral’s pencil scratching on our papers.

Outside the wind blows the remains of the petunias in the flower box around. The little waves in the lake are coming out of the south. The sky is blue. The lake is brighter blue. It looks cold, but maybe it’s warm. I can almost hear the wind blowing the trees outside. I see the wide beach where the water is so low.